Ocean Deep - Carol Banawa
more ramblings

im watching angel and demons now.wow.im multi-tasking.LONG TIME NV UPDATE. ramblings

the heat is killing me. My skin feel so dry and itchy. i have to switch on the aircon all the time. Everytime i walk out of an air-conditioned room, i can feel heat wave gushing through me immediately. And i nv felt those in my 19 yrs of life b4. Ok i did last time when i came back from australia during the winter and then when i reached changi airport, i felt those kind of wave.
But the weather is ridiculously hot. and dear smsed me that his hamsters died. due to the heat.and the mother hamster bit the babies b4 she died so that the babies couldnt suffer anymore. !!!

im leaving singapore on fri again.cant wait.
oh ya, my eyes are red and swollen too. omg. the skin above my eyes cracked.oh ya have i told u that i quit my job already and they still call me in the morning to ask me for stuffs. hellloooooooooo..

mac is driving me crazy. i need to stop. btw. i can sing till wee mornings in the soundproof karoke room already. nobody can stop me now muahahahahah. nv judge a book by its cover

This video is so inspirational.Go Susan Boyle! Continue watching ppl.expect something that you can nv imagine.

video-susan boyle click here


aww

my mum risked and saved me 2 times in 1 mth. Find a mum that is similar to her. i bet there is so little left. Plus she tired herself out everyday for us and nv take care of herself. She buys us gd food to eat everyday and she nv evers drinks them herself. She rather let us enjoy and she just cook birdnest or any type of tonic and give them all to us.So im going to enter her to the most beautiful mother this yr and make sure she wins! =) Lol. she says she want to lose weight first.LOL.nvm our relatives side confirm at least one will win cos my mum and her sisters looked like angels in their younger days.They shoot for bridal magazines and till now their photos are still sitting outside the bridal shops =.= . So excited to see mummy join the competition.hahah.

Btw im not working already.cos i realised that i left these few mths to enjoy and after these few mths i really cant think of any moment to be free like this anymore =( there is uni, aft uni there is work and this type of lifestyle will be fixed.So im going to give myself time to enjoy and let loose. =) So my mum booked for my family and relatives and friends for a mega big holiday in some famous beach overseas.

eh im going on cruise again 2wks later.lol. Virgo became my 2nd home already. i gt a movie theatre, a swimming pool, a mega huge slide,concerts to watch..plus lots and lots of food. The last time i went there i watched rock and rolla and andylau movie and jacky cheung concert and i shook his hands.lol.The next one will be chen shi wei and teressa from superstar 2. i realise my mum go cruise is also for the concerts.she didnt gamble for so long already leh..see she is willing to do anything for me. hahah.

who wants to go with me??for the darren concert?

i hope fei lun hai or show luo will go there but if i bet im just dreaming.. cos the ship will sink. Too many ppl.

holiday ended

u know what? it has been ages since i post pic.i want to post more pic..but im so sorry. i forgot to bring my camera with me.omg that is so silly.and my phone is spoilt for good. ( im so sad )

so now im using my bro's old phone which is surprisingly better than the lousy music phone that keep screwing up when playing music.

But the sad thing is i lost most of my contacts.Y I DIDNT SAVE MY PHONE NUMBERS IN MY SIM CARD??????!!!

i have nth to rant anyway...except there was some inspector who came to the factory to overlook some processing..and i became a tour guide for a few hrs.and he praised me! He said " U really speak gd english"

dumbfounded. r u sure? yay!

tml is going to be a busy day at work cos i have a deadline to meet and i was only informed today! and the deadline is tml!! one whole mth of data.stressed.My hair is literally falling off. holiday

im leaving singapore again.lol.tml evening. It feels more normal now..used to feel all excited..now it has become more of a routine.lol.
k it's summertime 2009..time to parrtttyyy..
hope i win a million USD back then i can quit my job now. lol.pressures everywhere.i realise accounting is a really tough job.need perservance and need to control temper like dunno what. deal with all sorts of ppl..different invoice..different banks..different calculations..different summaries..nv ending.everyday the pile is getting higher..ahhhhh..ok i shall persevere.do it do it.after this break..when i go back..i pray that my table is sparkling clean..haix..stop dreaming.oh ya i can close my eyes to type now.lol.

missing my baby..love you! mwah mwah.sorry dear we so long nv dating already..busy like bee..will make it up!


im still undecided..help..accountant or teacher..i know whats the life of an accountant..fast paced and stressful..and i also khow how tiring a teacher can be..both need to give major sacrifaces like having fun..no time ma..smy daddy asked me y i choose my careers all long hrs de..how to take care of children next time..i gave him the =.=
my interest is like this ma..what to do? my phone is throwing tantrums..

my phone went crazy aft i dropped it ysd..some parts broke and some gt chipped.im so freaking sad now..barely a yr and i destroyed it. and the screen became crazy as well. the readings become upside down.so i have to read my phone upside down.why?????
The screen changed from red to blue and then to orange..and my photos became the bluish and silvery.im so sad.
nvm i gt an excuse to change a phone.but freaking ex.

applying uni next wk..need more time..hectic life.
supposed to zouk today. but my job..

i only live once.
im god

this is damn weird.i was having this feelin that liverpool will thrash manutd..but i went to harry's bar for a while it was 0-0.But i still quite sure that liverpool will win.and i was totally right. =P good job liverpool.
ntu open house today..i actually like the campus there..nie is quite promising.i still haven made up my mind..help me.arts or sci? ...

hey yo. i wanna talk abt wat my colleage told me abt the boss's son.super interesting
i was laughing all the way but feels a bit sorry for him..
Last yr, our company was the pioneer company to set up this particular machine. And a press conference was held. The straits time came, the DJs from 987, 93.8 came, the celebrities came..a whole lot of vips came. it was a super impt event, a breakthrough for the company. ya. As you know, there will be interviews..lots of them. One of the person interviewed my colleage and the boss's son. The interview went super well..u know it is live..cant make mistakes..
Who knows the boss's son couldnt understand some qns..
When you dun understand a qn, u say " Can u repeat yr qn pls?" or " could u rephrase yr qn? thank you" something like that..
That was this qn, " how confident are you with this product?"

If it was me answering, i will say "im very confident that my consumers would love it."
My colleage was going to say that..but the boss's son interrupted and said.." NO COMMENTS"

omg. Press conference leh.

In the end my colleage had to clean up the mess for him.
And aft that he was named MR NO COMMENTS.

wow.During work i hardly see him do stuffs..i only see him talking..no actions..
Somehow i feel abit sorry for him cos no one there likes him..

But this gives him no reason to shout at everyone there. his voice is LOUD. like super loud.

i gt nth to rant already..ok byebye

oh ya my colleages go to mediacorp everyday to meeet clients so they met a couple of celebrities and i got to know their true colour..but i cant say who is those bad listed celebrities..but mind you..they are famous..and acts super kind and nice on camera.What you see on camera are nt their true self..
and they told me celebrities backstab each other often and wha..got to know so many juicy stuffs.but cant say.


Random things


Not a lot of people know this but I'm very good at...
some sexy moves.But i think some ppl like my cousins know abt it. Saw the wild side of me.

The most romantic thing anyone's ever done for me is...
My bf told me he will marry me.And we sat down to think of our children's name next time. Simple but super romantic.better than roses or anything else cos i know im gonna spend the rest of my life with him. He better keep his promise.haha.

You may not know it but I'm no good at...
Drinking. They is nv one time i didnt get drunk when i drink. Ppl know that im drunk when i talk nonsense and couldnt stop laughing.i broke glasses b4.i jumped into a pool etc. My cousin is worse though. She did pushup on the road and threw up on the walls of the toilet and the toilet bowl gt stuck too. Her daddy had to call a plumber the next day.I only allow myself to drink with ppl i know.

To wake myself up I...
got my famous ringtone that everybody knows that that ringtone will wake me up.Beautiful girls by sean.Set it as yr alarmclock ringtone. trust me. you wont be late forever.

When I'm feeling down I...
cry or sleep.

My "happy place" is...
my bed cos i do everything on my bed. i need a bigger bed though. I used to slp on 2 queen size beds combined. So comfy to spread my legs and hands open... feel the texture, the softness of the bed..the cold tingling feeling..ahh so nice.. haha.but i cant anymore cos my room is too small for even a queen size bed now. =(

My best friend is...
my boyfriend.really. i tell him everything.

If I can, I always try to avoid...
twirling my hair. i know i know i do it everytime. ppl actually imitate how i twirl my hair cos i am the only one who does it that way.

The best thing my parents taught me...
Moral values. Live with dignity. Do not let anybody to step all over you. Stand up for yrself.

It's not good for my image but I like...
Not wearing a bra.i feel that wearing bra is unnecessary cos it's so uncomfortable. i wonder how some girls actually slp with bra.how they can actually fall asleep with a bra?! Can they breathe?

My greatest weakness is...
too emotional. which can be gd and bad sometimes depend on situations.

If I could pass any law it would be...
NO TAX.NO TAX. NO TAX.

I drive...
a toycar.haha noo..i cant drive cos i have no sense of directions. i prefer to be driven.muahaha

When I was a child I wanted to be...
A lawyer.cos i love to talk. i talk so much. and i like to argue as well. lol.haha. i can ramble on and on for hrs. Those who talk to me on the phone knows it. i can talk non-stop. Ask the girls.we love to talk.( and type )

The shop I can't walk past without buying something is...
any shop that sell spicy chipsters or milk bubbletea. They are my lurrvvess..

The most expensive thing I've ever frittered money on...
Jeans. seriously i regret it cos i nv wear it.=( dun buy things if u know u will nv touch them or rarely touch them cos u will regret it..sob

I always laugh at...
stupid stuffs..i will laugh at practically anything when im happy.

At the moment I am reading...
still stuck at harrypotter and the deathly hallows for a mth already.

The last film I saw was...
pink panther2. hilarous movie.for no-brainers.

The best day of my life...
the day i found him randomly in friendster

My last meal would be...
spent with my loved ones.

sorry baby

My stupid work makes me so moody everyday. cos of the 2nd boss who is nt even the boss..i now understand dramas..y boss's son are always so haughty and lazy and loves to slp with girls. His laptop gt history of porn websites. yes he watch porn. im so disgusted. im freaking out.

hours away. live or die.

if i nv update my blog tml, it means probably im... testing my patience

My job is teaching me to test my patience. My patience is limited. Pls dun test my patience esp during this period of time cos i have none of it now.

U know everybody been talking bad behind u.yes every single one. i was too frustrated to contribute so i just listen. im so so so tempted to just blurt it out.


ysd i had a super bad dream.a nightmare. i dreamt that i did so badly for Alvl that i woke up almost in tears cos i was crying so badly in my dream.
and today at work i almost cried due to the frustration that fri is drawing so much closer. and somebody there was testing my endurance.
Its 3 am now and i cant slp.
Took leave on fri. wat time do we have to be in sch? The news said 2.30pm. but r we suppose to go there earlier?
i told dear that i gt no courage to look at the slip. so i probably going to bring it home first and ask my bro or father to see for me. but i bet in the end i still somehow manage to look at them.
Did i tell anyone that i actually teared up b4 i even know my olvl results last time?I was that paranoid. oh ya i didnt have the courage to open it too so i asked my teacher how i did b4 opening it.
y am i like this?

i cant concentrate

y am i so freaking terrified and paranoid? i keep thinking how's life gonna be like aft 6 mar? Im afraid of falling down. Im not confident at all. oh help me. can they tell me my results now so that i can stop thinking of it? im so afraid of disappointment cos i disappointed myself so many times.when im scared my mood will be damn bad..together with horrible cramps that im having now..im so stressed out..everybody pins so much hope on me. make me become not myself anymore..i look back at my 2 yrs of jc life..is that really me? y am i soooooo not me sometimes..most of the time? i want to be myself. the good me.

this is so frustrating.
closer towards reality

ysd went to watch pink panther 2 with kiwi and min li. it was a stupid hilarous movie that made the entire cinema laugh every 3 mins or so. anybody want to destress can watch the movie.
what is a gathering w/o chit chatting. and every time the chats will link up to whats fri going to be like?

apparently the ns boys already gt the msg..
i dun have the courage to face the reality.

and aft the talk it make me love my bf even more. though my love for him is filled up to the brim but i love him more more more. i must treasure the ppl around me more. =) i killed a worm today

yea the title explains all. A translucent worm, how cool is that? nah it's disgusting and its dead body is still on the floor in my office.

oh ya i was praying on mon tues and wed that they dun announce anything abt alvl on news..and it worked. but i bet i wont work next wk. haix. kk i just came here to brag that i killed a worm. and i didnt scream. and i was perfectly calm. =P
im too lazy to post pics. sorry

and kind of lag..but i finally watched dark knight.2.5 hrs of excitment.i was a bit siao cos everytime i watched till the climax and i will pause the dvd and phone dear and ask " whats going to happen next??will she die..etc"
yea kind of dumb cos normally ppl will just continue to watch it and find it out themselves.ah.i dunno y i do that all the time. and when i read a story bk i will read the ending first..if the endin is sad then i will nt read it.lol.im so weird.

kk byebye tml is a loooonnnggg day. breathe. romance..

who doesnt love making out? haha. went punggol beach..the night scene was so pretty.ahh..i love it.thank you =)
i love this song.ah. nt a very gd day at work

wha piang. my 2nd boss couldnt find his sp bills and he sort of claimed that i took it. =.= y would i want to take the electricity bills? lol. and then he sort of scolded me taking a wk to do a mth's bills. wha im nt a god and there is almost a thousand of them each mth.i shld have said 5 days. cos a wk includes sat and sun. lol.then cos of this i was quite pissed and complained to dear.i hope tml can be a better day..i used to lift my feet when i go to work..now im more of dragging them.haha.

then i keep receiving sms that claims that results on the 6th march or 4th mar or 2nd mar. make me feel even more stressed. i even dreamt of dear collecting my result slips for me. wife told me she hopes that is in apr but tats impossible.unless the postage or plane screwed up.

sian i really no mood to do anything. and everyday i hope the time pass faster during work and slower aft work so that mar can come slower..but this will raise my anxiety lvl even higher. i think only food can de-stress me now. shit la i eat 3 fast food meals in 2 wks already. plus lots of random stuffs like cup noodles, roti prata and brownies..lots of brownies cos of val. val day makes me fat. wha sia tats a lot of food. today ate long john and tom yam noodles. 2 dinners ok. oh no. i ate 2 packets of instant noodles today somemore. y am i such a instant noodles lover?
see the reason y i gained almost 7kg is cos of stress b4 exams. now im eating so much is also bcos of stress..aft exams. can the results release next yr so that i can live in peace? so cool

gosh i just found out that my bro was mentioned in wikipedia for some astronomy proj.. O_O
i was laughing like a mad woman when i saw this description :

Force as an Entity See God; The Force; Chow Zhi Wan.

great.so now my bro is a god and The force.gosh.

and oh ya my bro needs me man. muahaha.
look at our msn conv,so freaking funny

(i am "aaron" btw cos i use his msn )
Aaron says:
wat u eat for dinner?
zhiwan says:
nothing
Aaron says:
u siao ah
Aaron says:
order pizza or something la
zhiwan says:
lazy
zhiwan says:
not hungry
zhiwan says:
i never eat for one whole day
zhiwan says:
whoose fault
zhiwan says:
YOUR FAULT
Aaron says:
=.=
zhiwan says:
cause you went out
Aaron says:
i working ma
zhiwan says:
if tmr i become a bone lying on the ground
zhiwan says:
i will haunt you forever
Aaron says:
ca t u survive on yr own?
zhiwan says:
ok i go drink 20 packets of green tea
zhiwan says:
sure full
Aaron says:
DUN WAN
Aaron says:
U WILL DROP MORE HAIR
zhiwan says:
diao
zhiwan says:
i don't even drop hair
zhiwan says:
ok i drink 19.5 packets
zhiwan says:
leave the 0.5 packet for tmr
Aaron says:
u will urine sugar tonight
zhiwan says:
el-oh-el
Aaron says:
is LOL come on
today is really fri the 13th

super tired day for me and not a very gd day.
Basically i went to work today.then chiong back home..then chiong to IRAS for gst course..came out with THICK notes that is very useful for the rest of my life.then gt cookies and candies for dear for val day.went back home.shagged like hell.flopped down to bed and zzz.gt woken up twice. first time was mummy mopping the floor and threwing everything on the floor to my bed and scolded me cos i was supposed to mop it but i fell asleep.then i gt pissed off cos my bed became a rubbish dump but too lazy to retort back and continue to slp.
the 2nd time i gt woken up..this time i was woken up in shock..u know those types of cold sweat and in fear..i dun like to be shouted awake cos i will gt so freaking scared.imagine u r slping and suddenly got somebody screaming.
my mum was yelling at me to get ready in 10 mins to go my aunt house since she is honeymooning tml with my daddy overseas ( amazingly nt cruise this time ). aiya. then i was in a daze seriously.cos i dunno wats happening. then i gt pissed off again and shouted back " huh huh what what what??? i want to slp. " my head was throbbing..bad headache from all the tiredness and my throat was darn sore. then i argued with my mum and said tml i go there myself.
so i went back to slp and woke up feeling guilty cos i shouted ( actually i dunno what i was doing and what i shouted cos i was half awake half asleep)then i apologised and then huggies with my mum and then i cried.
my mum said " u siao ah, y u cry?"
then i said " i dunno..sorry i siao already.too stress too stress"
SO DRAMA CAN.
1st time so tired.now i realise y working ppl are often so stressed and dun have a sex life/sex lives..watever.lol..cos they are too freaking tired. and y singapore so little babies. i think next time i will be like this too..go home just piang and slp...unless i have super amazing job la..


ysd i rejected wife's date cos i thought i gt val date with dear..but turns out dun have cos he needs gt something impt..so tml im probably in my aunt's house stoning.actually wanted to sing K de..my free coupons going to expire already.meanwhile i need to nanny-feed my bro too..and still needs to wake up at 5 plus to wake him up to go sch.
then i think of alvl again. =.=

oh ya at least dear gt something funny happened in sch today cos he told me this to cheer me up. " i went to my class today and stood there for 2 mins but nobody greeted me."
"why ah?"
" then one student suddenly stood up and said " we are waiting for u mah, handsome sir1"
" oh thankyouthankyou. ok. GOOD MORNING CLASS."
the whole class chirped " GOOD MORNING HANDSOME SIR!"
sooo sweet...............

so he was no longer mr oh anymore..he is now " handsome sir" in sch. lol.

and his students saw us together on my bday and they become paparrazi for a day " eh sir sir sir..u dating ah?"
" sir sir sir y u so shy?"
...kajiao us and so many strangers looking at a bunch of uniformed students suaning us.anyway so today his sch was selling val day stuff..and the students all taunted him to buy..and he bought..they all went crazy.

and dear told me that some random sec 5 students walked up to him and said " sir. i want to be like u. so we are training hard to get full marks for napfa and we want to get 6pts for olvl too. can u teach us how ? "
wha. touching leh. if my students tell me this. i will cry.
ah i miss sch life. i wonder the some teachers in tj like calvin tan feel like what when their students stick with them and see them as fun creatures.lol. ...

suddenly i feel like my job aint tat appealing anymore. cos boss number 2 wants to quit as he want to "shake legs"..thats wat he said and im suppose to take over his jobscope).but im such a newbie. im gonna be a boss. ( boss with the lowest pay ever ). so im quite mad now.i seriously pray that he wont quit or he is just joking.

later heading down to IRAS for gst stuffs. yiying is working there i heard.

i feel so sian already.my mind is filled with alvl alvl alvl alvl.sian.sian.sian.2 more wks is it? stressed. can they wait until end of march or mid mar? nope they cant.
alvl release dates.

1996: 6 March Wednesday
1997: 6 March Thursday
1998: 6 March Friday
1999: 6 March Saturday
2000: 4 March Saturday
2001: 3 March Saturday
2002: 6 March Wednesday
2003: 6 March Thursday
2004: 5 March Friday
2005: 4 March Friday
2006: 1 March Wednesday
2007: 2 March Friday
2008: 7 March Friday


ok predict the dates. most probably march the fri. which is 6th this yr. or mar 4th wed.i hope not the 27 feb fri

it is soooo near!

ysd when i was working i looked at the calendar and i almost screamed.today is 11th feb already. shit. last yr alvl release is late feb.shit.this yr feb only till 28th.shit. then i no mood le.so i stoned.now also no mood le.so i blogged. sian la. byebye.i think i am the only one worrying so much..like thinking and having nightmares abt it.and my mum say march go holiday again..i dun even know whether i gt the mood to go or nt. y am i such a scary cat?
ok so my dear become like dark version of wuzun lidat already for quite some time..mayb not as big as him but too big is also not so nice. but dear is toned and toned body is irresistible.so im going to exercising as well...ok so there is alot of jokes around in his sch. for eg during pe, dear heard 2 students arguing abt chest muscles..here goes the conversation:
" eh compare chest muscles leh "
" ok. mine more toned than u"
" no way. look at mine..much bigger.."
then dear walked past them and they whispered
" eh eh look at mr oh's, that one's monster."

so funny k i laughed so hard.
he told me " i think my students love me deep deep cos they always praise me"
lol. y my job no funny incidents de!

and i caught him doing something! cos he has been toning up and gyming every day, i keep telling him that im jealous of him..and say " dear yr muscles very nice leh..i feel so proud when i walk with u"
then he said " dun have nice la. "
then whahahaah then i caught him admiring his own muscles ok..seriously. he was looking at them himself and look like he's in a trance.
lol k shall nt malu him le if nt he will be angry again.
but im praising him leh.the whole post abt him. he must be thankful.
i cannot blog abt work cos there is nth to blog abt except that the ppl think that im superhuman cos i have no lunch break. working is difficult compared to study and i nv realised it till now. it is stressful. the only gd thing is that there is no exxams..but wait..u are expected to deal with different matters everyday and can freak u out totally. today is an example. i gt cold sweat all over me. serious. nvm treat it as an experience. tell me who do accounts at the age of 19? must thank vena who taught me for free for dunno how many wks..whereas other ppl have to pay 5digits numbers to learn. k fri i need to attend gst course too..i heard my company is going to advertise on tv..LOL.i want to act! k k byebye. music game

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 15 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun!

1. If someone says “are you okay? “ you say?
ting ma ma de hua-jay chou ( listen to mama )
( see, i am a gd girl haha )
2. How would you describe yourself?
zhong yi liao jie-luo something.( finally understand myself)
(thats gd cos sometimes i dun understand myself )
3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
firefly-ateens
(start catching fireflies ppl, then i will like u =P)
4. How do you feel today?
beautiful soul-jesse mcartney
(i feel more of " tired soul ")
5. What is your life’s purpose?
wang zi - zhang dong liang ( prince )
(i found my life's purpose already. k go marry derek cos he's my prince ha )
6. What is your motto?
chui mian su - show luo ( hypotising power)
(k im powerful,thankyou )
7. What do your friends think of you?
ai de zhu xuan liu-genie and xiao gui ( all abt love )
(very true leh )
8. What do you think about very often?
reflections - christina Aguilera
( whose reflections? )
9. What is 2+2?
closer - nan quan mama
( huh?)
10. What do you think of your best friend?
listen - beyonce
(huh again?) 11. What is your life story?
my name is kim sam soon - the kimsamsoon drama
( Im gonna be with my love who loves me too forever man)
12. What do you want to be when you grow up?
tong le- tank ( i understand )
(BUT I DUN UNDERSTAND THIS!)
13. What do you think when you see the person you like?
chain hang low - jibbs
(is this supposed to be perverted?)
14. What will you dance to at your wedding?
not like that - ashley tisdale
(it's gonna be a fun wedding in a club baby with a dj and a live band)
15. What will they play at your funeral?
wang ji- JJ ( forgotten)
( NO NO NO NO I CANNOT BE FORGOTTEN! THIS ONE NOT COUNTED )
16. What is your hobby/interest?
ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le- mayday ( you are not really happy)
(this one no link)
17. What’s your biggest fear?
luo ye gui gen - wang lee hom ( leaves fallen)
(no creepy crawlies pls)
18. What do you want right now?
paint my love-mltr
( no prob)
19. What do you think of your friend?
canon in D - pachelbel
(canon in D is a very nice piece of music..so my friends are all nice haha )
20. What will you post this as? bleeding love- leona lewis
(k no link)



any ppl want to do also can=) 19 yrs old

thank you for all the ppl who sent me birthday wishes, either through sms, facebook, calls, face to face, through other ppl as well..thank you thank you thank you! but birthday still has to go to work..
ysd cut cake with family, today celebrated with dear..wanted to catch a movie,but after work is already so late, so didnt.
and the world is soo small,
u know who i met while we were going home from work? we met mr calvin tan when we were crossing the road! gosh..so qiao..
dear cant believe that he's my gp teacher cos mr tan looks younger than him.lol.

anyway, dear is going to camp tml with his students..gonna miss him..take care i love you baby..
scary



came back from virgo..saw fei yu ching concert..damn funny..didnt know he can be so pervert and funny and talented..he imitated 5 celebrities..hilarious when he sang qian li zi wai imitating jay chou and hua xin imitating zhou hua jian.
one ticket is 70 dollars. didnt know he was priced so ex.
ate bloody much..the most out of all the cruises i went..seriously.give me any raw salmon i will eat everything for u.

today i was shifted to the main office and i got my first office key! but the place there is much more crowded cos big boss is there.
but i gt so much things to do..luckily my colleages there are nice..i cannot lose weight already cos they literally force me to eat.
everyday i wish time can pass faster a bit.

i lazy upload pics leh.shall upload when i gt the time.. sorry

i love you dear. i will not pms anymore..sobs. i will miss you when im away..take care. sorry. love you always..
oh man i cannot undergo stress de. sian. stress management!

kope from my cus's blog. haha. THE REALITY again

im so slow i just read the news wha jackie loses 8 million in investments sia. i dun even have 8 million to lose. lol.
i heard my aunt and my godmother also invested alot too. eh mummy say cannot tell me..she only say they not good cos lose alot of money..then say dun ask so much cos is adult business..eh arent i adult already?mayb just dunwan make ppl worry ba..

where is obama?

oh ya oh ya i caught the wedding game movie a couple of days ago..sucks i tell u..dun watch it. no wonder it is only 2 stars.it's so singaporean and it is soo fann wong and christopher lee.the movie is only suited for them to act oh ya it's not suitable for kids cos many of the jokes are R(A) types..shld have caught inkheart..now i gt no time to watch already cos holiday's over. THE REALITY

soo many ppl kena retrenched already..in the news everywhere. ok. i shall be a gd girl and de-stress my daddy. my godmother told me that she still prays that her children will be more understanding and be gd.
i also pray tat my bro better go study now. i feel like a mum already..but ysd he called me " jie jie " i so happy haha.lol.
k need to slp le. pics soon..just gt another news from dear that alvl 2nd march..yes! aiya i upload pics now la.lazy go online already.think of work im sian already.


im gonna have babies next time too..

this pic is so damn hard to take aft so many tries. serious.and it came out lidat.

done

forever gambling..haha.including me.

forever eating..including me as well.

SHE.
k gd night. gd girl gd girl gd girl gd girl gd girl gd girl gd girl cny

whakao i ALMOST told my angmoh friends happy cny sia..aiya i pretend they r chinese. dun care. hangover the whole night ysd and today drank again.my cousins are so poor thing..cny still need to study..ysd i went their house and they are studying and i gt nth to do.playing hermit crabs to kill time..i didnt capture them changing shell!! ahh..2nd time le.nvm a few more days im on the seas already. actually i also need to revise my work stuffs cos aft cny i will forgt how to calculate and format. im so busy until i have to bring some home and take them to the new office. sian. but gd thing my boss think that since im the youngest girl there so give me paid leave one more day than others..actually im the only girl there..99% are all males from all races..serious..gt china men gt white men gt black men gt young men gt old man gt DIRTY OLD AND YOUNG MEN I AM SERIOUS.i told my mama i kena harrass on fri by two young men..they asked me to get into their truck..a sports car i also dunwan go in lo..i ignored them and they keep on calling and calling. i give them the " get lost" look and they just sit there and keep laughing.luckily im outta there already.wlao.

so sad dear wed still gt to teach..he told me he gt fanclub there already. hahah.
My aunt demand me to bring money to gamble tml and i refuse to gamble. muahahaha control control control. 1am le still nt slpy. oh ya
ysd manutd match is damn niao..cos im kena bullied for being the only girl again. girl cannot watch soccer ah. u know hor for the first 30 mins manutd keep attacking but nv score..they say cos im there and they nv even blame shiffon and noob!yea and then manutd scored..all cos of me also..cos soccer work best with WOMEN around.OK.even jamie yeo agrees i duncare.
anyway k happy bday aaron..dun be so noob already..nt fair gt double angpohs..
dunno y i still feel like blogging cos gt im worrying abt something.aiya i go slp le la. oh ya gongfu is damn nice ok watch 3 times still nt sian.
oh ya tml is movie day too. k nights. byebye. reunion dinner +spca

today went to spca with my cousins...so many ppl were there..these ppl are so kind..they go to spca often to play with the dogs and cats.. the animals there are foc..aft that, i went to eat reunion dinner..and i gt totally drunk until i dunno what happened around me..ppl kept saying i went crazy and kept on asking me for my name and address and i answered correctly u know..means i am not drunk.
but now i feeling a little bit dizzy..going slp already..but later have manchester united vs tottenham..i wanna watch! k now slp for a while.bye. k happy new yr. long holidays. blabbling

my boss gave me one carton of oranges today and lots of jackfruits and bananas ysd.so nice.

i think boss wants to give me more work cos i cant finish my work ysd and later i must continue..haix.this is call work stress.luckily im not an accountant for the top 4 firms in the world if not confirm stress until die.ironic right..my maths is the worst subject and now im doing maths everyday..luckily there is some econs in it if nt i die.
but the gd thing is you got a quiet office room that u can lock and have keys to yrself and nobody can come in disturb except boss. the fridge is inside for a purpose too. but i lost 6 kg already since alvl.see the amt of things i need to learn and the stressssssss created.

Fortunately, im going on cruise again right aft cny! yay yay yay.
i finally found my wire today aft so many wks and finally can post pics again.



green fridge with drinks and food and red wine. ah i love wine though it is fattening like crazy.

this shows that their business is gd cos got soooo freaking many tax invoices and bank statements to analyse and record. and so many formulas to memorise.

b4 i came i did not know how to use excel at all. serious. now i think im a pro already.

i scared i made mistake and efile to the govt wrong data then die. damn scared to do all these things..later they say i noob and fire me cos i no experience. i haven seen the biggest boss yet cos he is in the main branch and im transferring there next wk already. damn scared. ok..tml continue with other things..i think reunion dinner drama is quite funny yet noob. y am i keep using NOOB???? K, 1am already..gdnight.oh ya, this new blog song is nice! love it. funny

dear told me he is the most popular teacher in the sch already..so funny..didnt know a pe teacher can be so fun " teacher teacher i need yr photo for the photography club!" the students shouted.
" dunno want la. i am shy. " he said
" nvm de we wont take yr face..we just need u to flex yr muscles.. "
lol.

another one: " teacher ! u so pro ah..do diamond push up!"
" teacher teacher! u man utd fan ah?"
" ya manutd all the way.."
then the guy laugh to his classmates " HAHAHA.liverpool sucks!"
LOL.

" teacher teacher!! this fri got soccer match..join la"
"dunwan, i will curse..hahah..ok la. I JOIN."

this one is the most funny one..dear went to relief a math class then a student shouted at him and pointed to his classmates " TEACHER TEACHER! THAT GUY SAY HE WANT TO FIGHT WITH YOU!!"
haha that poor guy scared and shout back " teacher teacher no no no ! yr arms too big already. u win u win!"

AH I WANT TO TEACH!
so fun. the students are so childish.lol. dunno whether i was lidat once. gosh

the "supposed 3-mins little nyo" which was barely a minute was nonsense..what they wanted to show is " true love "..and i think the actual ending is gd enough..but with this..totally spoiled the whole show..yueniang rejected chen xi cos she wanted to focus on taking care of yuzhu's son?? halooo..y cant she have her true love and take care of the son TOGETHER??isnt that happier???
plus..it was like yueniang was dug out from her grave and then transported to the train rail scene and re-act..lol. my mum said " huh..i shuang for 10 sec only leh".hahah..super hardcore fan was so disappointed.nvm..just a show..probably one of mediacorp's best drama that can be on par with the hk dramas.


anyway..tml is olvl results release day..im scared cos it tells me that alvl result release day is coming nearer too..crap i'm really scared now. tml dear going to give out the results i think..since he is teaching in his sch for some time already..ho ho ho..and his bro is going to get back his results..confirm very gd de la. get well soon mum

My mother is seriously ill..she taken her injection in the morning le but now still slping..so worried..hopefully my kiss will make her feel better.
Baby shower just now at my cousin's house..the baby is soo cute..hahah..now watching scream 2.. hmmm..

oops.i deleted that post! retype. staying in double a's house now..ive been crazily catching korean shows, reality shows, all types of shows! ah..headache...

did a couple of personality tests too..haha..randomness again

You Are Ready to Get Married

You've done more than dream about the dress and the honeymoon In fact, you spend a good deal of your time thinking about what makes a relationship work And from your answers, it looks like you have the skills to say "I Do" and mean it You've dated enough, learned your fair share, and you're ready to settle down.

wow..

Your Scent is Pumpkin Pie

Warm, comforting, and a bit old fashioned You've got what men want - believe it or not!

whaaa..i got what men want!!!!!

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

wow i am feminine indeed..but i haven wore a skirt except sch skirt for 2 yrs cos dear dun allow me to..sob.

You Are No Swimsuit

You are totally, completely comfortable with your body. And you're not judgmental about other people's bodies either. You are connected to nature. You feel best when you are outdoors. You are a serene and peaceful person. You focus on what's truly important... not material possessions.

yea quite true..i'm not really materalistic like some ppl i know do.

You Are Jennifer Aniston

Girl next door with a free spirit. You're low key and naturally sexy. Sweet and approachable, people are attracted to your upbeat attitude. And even when life doesn't go your way, you always eventually turn things around.

thankyou. i dun like girls who snatch bf/husband..tsk tsk.

Keep Him :-)

This guy's got marriage on the brain - and should propose soon... That is, if you play your cards right. Keep doing what you're doing. Marriage material guy doesn't like drama - or hot today, cold tomorrow relationships. So keep it flowing peacefully, and you'll capture his heart. How to make sure you're ready: Make sure that you love marriage-minded-guy because he's a fantastic catch - not because he's eager to walk down the aisle.

wow i;m so keeping my dear.love him.

Your Hair Should Be Brown

You are an intelligent, well respected person. You are very confident. You take yourself seriously, and other people take you seriously too. You are a good leader, and you can be trusted with someone's life. You motivate people well, and you command respect easily. You are competent, successful, and organized. You can't stand chaos. Some people mistake you for being cold, calculating, or elitist.

Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Sexy Waves

YOU ARE BANNED

haha.i was chatting with my junior from cchms..she was complaining that sec 3 was a major shift from sec 2..i was like.." wait till u go jc "
i'm so happy that the hell is over.Anyway, i got to praise her that she confined herself to her house. my bro better start mugging too..wlao.

anyway, i think i back to my eating habits again aft the chocolate feast. kept on eating chocolate and roti prata! so scary!
i wanna sing k i wanna sing k b4 i get sorethroat!

random post..byebye..and my bro watched ongbak2 already..tudou is soo fast.
and i'm going on korean craze again aft disney craze..i watched marrying high school girl and please teach me english. damn funny. go go go watch!! happy new yr

2009 here i come! firstly i want to thank my family ( bf included ) for giving me so much love and tolerating all my nonsense and my bad temper. thank you for still loving me!
and i'm really glad to have such a nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice perfect perfect perfect bf in the world. he is the best. the best. THE BEST. one and only guy that is so nice. i'm so lucky to have him..muahahhahaha..i got him i got him i got him!
he love me and nv scolded me b4 even though i scolded him so many times. he is patient. patient. and still patient and nv lose his temper AT ALL. even when i am soooo unreasonable sometimes. HE IS THE BEST. he gives me everything that i desire. ahh.. i love him so much..hey baby..thank you thankyou thank you! yay..a happy 2009 ahead! thinking back the past



ps: i just noticed fri is sch reopens for secondary and not for the jcs. omg those sec 3 and sec 4 are becoming more and more muggers.my juniors are now cooping themselves up even when the holidays are yet over.imagine when sch starts..so scary..make me think of my secondary sch life esp.ah those mugging and stay home to study days..seriously..cos i rmbed everywk there are surprise tests..till the extent where it is not a "surprise" anymore.u get it?
jc is also another life sucker.but i rmbed during sec 3 and sec 4 i pia assignment books and wksheets..but for jc i nv touch until aft prelims. shit. now i feel so bad.
sec mates gathering soon next wk.adult fare.shit. y am i keep thinking of the conversion of 45cents ride to bloody 1plus ride?! bedtime stories

ah they put in soo many powerful actors and actresses that they forgot the flow of the story! the ending was too gd to be true. so disney-like.
but i gt quite a number of laughs from it.yeeps.i'm going to virgo soon during cny period i think.
ponyo ponyo ponyo, i'm a little fish..
this song leaves a greater impression than london choco roll..xiang tian you mei wei..choco roll..choco roll..london..CHOCO ROLL..
that's random.hee nights back at home

christmas on deck is awesome.
i'm fortunate enough that i did not suffer from alcohol poisoning, serious.did lots of crazy stuffs. like having a father appherham ritual dance, invisible pole dancing, having wine poured to my shirt and jumping to the pool like mad woman. oh ya and there is a guy there asked me to wear my swimsuit and he said " remove yr clothes" leh instead of saying " wear yr swimsuit".i seriously almost removed my clothes.
moral of the story: nv get drunk


anyway ppl all went crazy for edward cullen but nobody noticed Dr cullen! believe me, he is hot.

isnt him hotter than edward? ahh...






on the coach

at putra something

in sunway pyramid i think

langkawi is seriously beautiful



back to kampong life

beautiful


in a speedboat. roller coaster ride.


my eyes can barely open. isnt the lake beautiful? it is transparent with blueish spread.

This is the transparent part. the boat stopped here for us to view eagles.

then off we sped to the crocodile cave and bat cave

we stopped halfway at a fishing village. This is a stingray

can u see it?

this is a monster fish

this is a family of monkeys. they are really one family.


and the bat's cave. looks like a skull

thousands of bats. ppl almost freaked out.


ah had a wonderful time. if only baby can come with me, then it is perfect. hee.
jo's house party
last time used to go jo's previous house to study and do project work. today is go her new house together with cherie,randy,yuang,xiangrui,cheryl,meijing and my bro to do everything except studying.ha.
ate a little bit at steamboat dinner.majority went to randy and my bro's stomach. i lose 4kg since aft alvl.believe it or not!

majong and still majong. can u spot randy and cherie's couple specs?
so sad that my family dun gamble already.


randy and yuang gaying. i got the whole video of these unglam scenes in my hp.


and thx jo for the gathering at her house! cchms chicks outing
firstly wife is going london soon..sobsob gonna miss her..haven seen her in a wk.
today went out with den again, then with hweekee, minli and mengxia. finally this meeting is successful after i pangseh hk once and ml and mx twice WITH LOGICAL AND VALID REASONS. ho ho ho all chungcheng pretty chicks! hk ml mx obviously fall in love with edward right. ps: my dear finally came back aft his long long trip! miss him soooo much! smuahhs smuahhs smuahhs!
Pics!

hwee kee says edward is handsome.

and she claims that he is for her.



merry christmas! will be celebrating christmas overseas for the first time soon! twilight
ah. the whole movie was just an intro to the story with a few jokes here and there and the climax is just abt 5mins!! nevertheless, edward and bella rocks in it.edward just have just stay clean shaven..that's his best look.ah if only every couple can just be as loyal and faithful to their partner.
ps: dear is "over-seaing" and happying since last wk le. i miss him. watched miss no gd 2 times + channel u's
= 3 times. shit la. i keep repeating episode 11 cos it is so romantic.make me fall in love with tang men. He's so sweet can. i want to meet pan wei bo!!! ask him go cruise sing can so i can go hug him!!! pan wei bo really played the role of tangmen well! coolness + sweet and his lips..ha.. thick and juicy. wilbur pan is a great kisser
haha. rainie yang is lucky to have kissed him.
i'm not at home again. without a toothbrush.great.

sob.wei bo dun want a girl yet. I AM BACK
i will be gone again next wk though.

the royal family table.hee.

Act cool cus.

cus and me.


i'm feeling a little dizzzzy now..like the ground's moving. update later.bye.

k i am back with more pics.



Zi lian for a while first.lol.

with daddy


with grandma

bro and mum



with ivie auntie

The beautiful island

with virgo

chocolate party craze

I WILL BE BACK NEXT WEEK
lots of pics then. hopefully i can meet someone famous..NOT IN MY DREAMS PLS.


ps: baby, take care in kl..i love you always. bolt
caught bolt just now with double a and bro. it's really not bad. not the kiddy kind of show. it actually brings out a few life lessons in it. u dun need to be a real hero in order to be a hero.
miss no good
the drama damn spastic. finally got to know who xiaohua ended up with! it's funny and retarded.ha. off to watch another show!
Ppl ask me whether to want to have a nightlife or not. hohoho. i tell them this " i have more than enough nightlife already!"
my nightlife is in my house chionging anime and drama. die le la. denise and me same prob.our panda eyes...
i want to wake up in the morning but everytime when i open my eyes is already 4pm. i sleep during the day and wake up during the day.dunno y my body prefer me to watch dramas at night.

going another cruise soon.it's like nv ending. tc chalet coming up soon too. it's almost 3am now.but i'm not tired. howhowhow.

This mth is definitely NOT a gd time to shop cos the sales arent sales, things that look cheap are damn ex. seriously a waste of money. esp when parents esp those working in insurance companies or financial sectors are losing money more than them earning them. just as what lee hsian long said " be prepared for a rough year ahead".working ppl save as much as they can now. Students shld just listen to their parents and not spend so much money cos their parents are working so much harder now to earn the money.

haha i sound like an advisor now. i shld be one man.

my bf
i think my bf is the best bf in the world and i got ALOT to improve on to become the best girl in the world for him.i will feel so guilty when he treats me so nice everytime.love him so so much.i want to be better.i will be!i will keep the promises i made to him! sorry. beachwear

ps: heard that prom wasnt so nice after all and it ended early?


i think this is cute.


this one is nice too.but the white dun look safe enough.hee.

Ps: watched city of ember.didnt know it is a trilogy.lol. food is the most expensive thing in the world and i am right

i am going to stick to home-cooked food already. oh man. now all the food is super overpriced. one bowl of soup can cost 20 dollars can.
recession now. prices all go up instead of down. one eye consultation cost me 55 dollars ysd! my money just kissed me gdbye just like this. it used to be free can. omg. need to save money.from tues onwards. cant wait to go langkawi. need a tan cos dear got a tan already and it's so hot and i want one too. but i prefer myself to be fair though.how how.


ps:My wife finally got a blog. lol.

K done with my super random post. oh ya. i just saw the friendster of the singaporean lawyer who died in the terrorist attack. poor thing. got such a bright future ahead. i am king

haha! i finished 3 sets of anime in 2 days w/o slping. ho ho ho. SETTLED SETTLED SETTLED!

yes! i think i think too much.

no more quarrels le baby, calvin tan was right man, i think too much..or rather i worry too much. yea i shld just relax.it's aft alvls after all! i bet he'a more experience in relationship than me. i'm such a noob. i need to work harder in relationship. i will de. i'm glad we're ok. i'm really glad. love you.


Ps: still contemplating whether i shld take up driving. dear told me there is no need to since he got his licence a few mths ago and he is biased towards female drivers! he believe women are to be driven and not the one driving cos they are noob drivers. so the more i shld prove him wrong right.hahah. but i'm like the econ tuition cher, no sense of directions.
so i dunno! see i think so much again. shld save up the thousand dollar and learn what i have in mind now. until i master it, i wont announce it.hee. got so much more to learn. hope i can do it in time b4... i wonder how does my house look like now

I just realise i haven been home for a wk already.Been either outside or camping at 2As's house.the 2nd A got sick today and the movie trip is cancelled i think cos he's still slping.the first A went to try on her first contact lenses.
taken from first A's blog:

You need to score 30 and below to be an angel.bold it if done it before

1. smoked before :will nv ever touch a cigar
2. drunk alcohol before
3. slept with someone of the opposite sex =>i define slp as having sex. no.
4. slept with someone of the same sex. same as above. no
5. gotten into any fights : wat kind?
6. kissed someone of the opposite sex
7. kissed someone of the same sex
8. had someone in your room of the opposite sex
9. scolded vulgaritiesbarely but said b4.
10. bought porn
11. take drugs before medicine.
12. hate going to the doctor’s
13. lied to your parents
14. lied to a friend
15. snuck out of the house
16. done something illegali did jaywalk b4 ha.
17. cut yourself
18. hurt someone
19. wished someone to dieall the rapists, killers to die !
20. seen someone die
21. missed curfew =>dun have any curfew cos i'm too gd.hahah.
22. stayed up all night
23. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself=> i will rather die
24. been to a therapist
25. been to a rehab
26. dyed your hair
27. received a ticket
28. been in a wreck
29. been to a club
30. been to a bar
31. been to a wild party
32. seen the Mardi Gras=> y is it bad?
33. had a fight
34. had a spring break in florida
35. sniffed anything
36. wore black nail polish
37. wore wristbands
39. wore black eyeliner
40. own a 50 cent cd
41. hugged someone of the opposite sex.
42. hugged someone of the same sex.
43. gone out with someone of the same sex.
44. gone out with someone of the opposite sex
45. stole something
46. been too drunk to remember anything=>once in china. whole table was drunk
47. blacked out
48. fainted
49. had a crush on your neighbour
50. had someone else snuck into your room
51. snuck into someone else’s room
52. had a crush on someone of the same sex
53. had gone and watched movies with friends
54. dry humped someone
55. been called a slut.
56. called someone a slut
57. installed speakers in your car
58. broke a mirror
59. showered at someone of the opposite sex’s house
60. brushed your teeth with someone else’s brush
61. consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62. seen an R rated movie in theaters
63. gone out with friends to the mall
64. skipped school
65. had an eating disorder
66. had hurt yourself before
67. gone to court
68. walked out of a restaurant without paying
69. caught something on fire
70. lied about your age
71. owned an apartment
72. cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73. cheated with someone
74. got in trouble with the police
75. talked to a stranger
76. hugged a stranger
77. kissed a stranger
78. rode in the car with a stranger
79. been sexually harassed
80. been verbally harassed
81. met face to face with someone you met online
82. stayed online for 12 hours straight
83. talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
84. watched TV for 12 hours straight
85. been to a fair
86. been called a bad influence
87. cursed
88. prank called someone
89. laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90. cheated on a test
91. cheated on homework
92. held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93. want to be dead=> definitely not now though
94. cut yourself before => ask b4
95. hate yourself
96. had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97. *NOT VALID* (?)
98. worn eyeliner
99. skinny dipped=>wats that?
100. laughed at someone who was seriously hurt


shit.i'm not an angel.hah.47.


The more [x]s the dumber you are. 18 or lower means you’re not stupid. [] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking. [ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking. [x] You have ran into a glass/screen door. [ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle. [x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. So far: 2 [ ] You have ran into a tree. [x] You have tried to lick your elbow [ ] You just tried to lick your elbow. [ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. [ ] You just tried to sing them. so far: 3 [ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen. [ ] You have choked on your own spit. [ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it. [ ] Your hair is/was blonde. [x] People have called you slow. So far: 4 []You have accidentally caught something on fire [ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes. [x] You have caught yourself drooling when you wake up. [x] You’ve fallen asleep in class [ ] If someone says “fart” you laugh. So far: 6 [x] Sometimes you just stop thinking. [x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about [ ] People are often shaking their heads and walk away from you [ ] You are often told to use your “inside voice”. [x] You use your fingers to do simple math. So far: 9 [x] You have eaten a bug. []You are taking this test when you should be doing something important [x] You have put on your clothes on backwards or inside out. [x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket So far: 12 [ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t. [] You break a lot of things. So far: 12 [ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you [x] You sometimes tilt your head when you’re confused [x] You have fallen out of your chair before So far: 14 [] When you’re laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling [] The word “umm” is used many times a day. So far: 14

I AM NOT STUPID.haha.

so many things to blog abt
i just came back! anyway went amk hub there to sing k with ww,wx and wzchenlong, ha. sang until no more voice already.after that then we realise gt so many more songs haven sing yet! Love spastic songs man.haha.and heng they nv took video of my dance moves if not gone case already.hahah!
these few days quite fulfilling.. cos i went for another facial session. this time pain like ohmytian cos the blackheads on my nose just dun want to come off so the nurse there used all her mighty strength to dig them out.god.

there is also one more sad thing that just happened. i quarrelled with my beloved cos he didnt tell me b4hand that he's going overseas with his friends..so i sort of blew up at him and then felt super guilty afterwards even though i apologised to him many times..sorry baby. for being so unreasonable.sorry sorry sorry. i love you.i love you! sorry. linyoujia pulled me closer to him..ahhhhhhhhhhhh

using my aunt's com right now. hee.life in cruise was omg. cos no hw. no studies. no exams. nth nth nth at all! whole day eat,gym,movies,performances, concerts..( i didnt gamble hee )i'm going crazy..this kind of life..i've been waiting for this moment to come.

my diet plan started on cruise too!
but i think i eat more than i exercise. watched hancock and incredible hulk. didnt catch both of them in mainland cos of alvl. see. alvl sucked my life away.but i got them all back! i need to blog abt linyoujia's concert!
He sang almost all the songs in the albums except for bo le =( the song that i was hoping to listen most. cos most of us watched both of his perfomances, he had to come out with something new..in the end he came out with really cold jokes.lol.
After the performance, he went backstage and his fans was waiting outside. so me and my cousins decided not to wait outside stupidly cos he will not come out by the back door so we went in. and got him to take a photo with us! ahhh.. we were not even prepared at all! and he said " kao guo lai yi diao.." wha piang.my cousin almost went crazy sia..hahah.lucky me i was calm and heehee a camera saved us cos we didnt have his album sobs. on stage, he was quite cold and quiet but behind the scene he was really a warm guy! and he didnt really came out from the back door and the fans waited outside for nth! we walked out from the back of the stage waving our camera..hahah.and started laughing like madwomen.





Ps: bf got a job in rjc or RI? and another place and in expo too and he didnt tell me the lobang !sobs. now i got to find a job again ! and i can only start working next yr cos this mth and next mth is too packed with oversea trips. 2 more to go! byebye. a revived me.


20TH IS THE DAY! haha. i revived myself! watched body of lies..was traumatised by the tortured scenes. rmb this," nv believe in tortue, use punishment"
what's the diff?
went to highlight my hair, did facial today! 2 ticks off my list! tml i will be overseas already.literally.
yay! can watch linyoujia concert too! will be back next mth! dun miss me! byeebye!will post alot alot of pics when i'm back! for today's post..heehee..just some flashing back..

mugging periods with wife;basically all random shots of her







VAN! JIAYOU FOR YR COMPUTING PAPER! and thx for everything! love you loads!



my new hair! haha.